The message by Ace

From Rudely to Abigail 
Dear Abby,(My girl)
April 16, 1997, 


I hope you get this the way 
I'm trying to say it, perhaps it will 
take you sometime,but.................


It's hard to get this out right,
(Signs of truth)
I had an affair with your elder sister,
the same day I was suppose to take you out.
I'm sorry, so sorry I'm just so into her.
Just like she was to me,like she understands me,
"You know" she feels for me in these kind of ways
I'm starting to feel like, I love her
I think she completes me,Abby.


(crying)


So sad,so sad, too sad, Girl 
Abby, you know I loved you with all my heart,
"But bitch god damn you"!!!!!!!!!!
Fuck!!! when I come around I wonder
where is your eyes looking at, is it me, ABBY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"IS IT ME"!!!!!!! (mopping tears)
Please say it's me, cause if it ain't then, 
Bitch I will kill you. 


I"m not insane,NO, just can't tell myself that,
you know I am just siked out, Of course right girl.
Abby, remember when I told you I love you,first
all the time, and then watch you smile into space.
Don't act like you don't know,women your dirty,
you thought that I was dumb when you told me I was the first.
You been sleeping in bed since you born,
Bitch!!!!!!! lying hole!!!!!!!.


You had sex with everything,including the pool I 
had brought for you to strip dance on,just to seduce 
me when I'm in the mood.
"Oh, how good you were,just made me feel good
just to Fuck!!!


ABBY, suck my dick,I fuck your sister Stacey well,
I fuck her so well,and in the meanwhile thinking she was you.
I fuck her the whole day,and this morning she suck my dick.
Then,I took out my gun and shoot 
that Bitch!!!!!
And guess what Abby, she is dead.


(CRYING CONT.)


Or is she....................................?
 HA,HA<HA she is around to tell how I shoot her
she is right here crying to me about the bullet in her back,
She said she can hardly feel her legs.
But, Guess What, it's only a matter of time before,
POHOW!!!!!!!!!

Yours RUDELEY,

AAS

Only Human by Ace ft.Joey (from the original version by Joey)

What's within me isn't just flesh and Blood
But to speak of what's within,I turn to 
question my personality
On why I am What I am?
When I laugh is it just a giggle,or
maybe am I overjoyed by happiness.


What's a smile compared to that kind of
feeling?
What's all the emotion I have compared
to the lust I feel for the moment?
Ain't I, Ain't I, just only human,
Ain't I just, Human?


The air I feel I'm breathing,isn't oxygen,
I feel caught up in a abnormal, paranormal
universe that just takes away for the sake of 
things,that should and should not exist.


Perhaps compared to other things I am
only just human.Only here to serve my own purposes
though my very own perspectives.


If I am not the same as you, then,what am I.............?
If I'm not the only human that makes mistakes just
like you,then only human is something we all are
to be.

Illuminate by Ace

I met a women who wears eye shadow 

and darkens one eye in complete black

I know a women who son loves to place

 his hand in his shirt sightly below the chest fame

I saw a guy who gotta degree in

psychology and human mind analyst.

I met a man who thinks he rules the world,

he describes the world as his sphinx and the universe

as his pyramid.

I read a newspaper the other day  and say it said 

NEW WORLD PROGRESS which political 

means,well our world is coming together 

that we had hoped ??

Until I a heard an old man call out NEW WORLD
PROGRESS ... THAT'S NEW WORLD ORDER!!

Then I thought A NEW WORLD ORDER what is that suppose

to mean? when did they decide that the order of world is going to change.

I turned to my left and notice a man,dressed in a black 

priest suit,looked kinda like he was guilty for doing something

that he haven't done yet.

Then he disappeared into thin air,and slightly a moment after some women and

her children screamed "Oh MY GOD!!!!!!!

I get up from my seat at the outdoor diner and  

walking in a quick pace to view the situation,

from where everyone stood I see the old man 

stabbed to death and a pool of flesh surrounding his body.

The crime made no sense,(pause) to how just a second after he said

"Order" he ended up dead.

I turn to my right and notice the same man leaving the crime,

I looking deeper,

I notice his eyes and began feeling that he seemed 

 to be familiar,just to think of it, HIM, IT"S HIM ........................?

But why,why was he hanging here?
AAS  

I Wonder................ by Ace

I wonder just what your thinking right now

perhaps your thinking I'm a jerk ,a cheat,a child tempered

kid who just is so mixed.

I wonder if you know how I feel when I’m around you 

I don’t feel like I see my women, I completely am so lost

about this transition of the person you were before.

I wonder a lot and feel that it's falling apart and I’m seriously

reaching a crushing moment…………………..

you ain’t got it like before and I ask just for your trust

but you say trust is something I lust, like come on I was your

friend before and you had more trust for me then 

When we hang I see it in your eyes and actions 

your having a problem and your shutting down us.

You wanna leave, but perhaps it’s okay 

I mean you feel that way and if any man can do you

better, my purpose served is no longer 

I wonder if you think about the small things 

that can help BIG!!!!!!!!

I wonder when I cross your mind do you

find a that Pharaoh kind

I don’t even hear you say it anymore 

and if you do you say it without meaning or the feeling of it.

I wonder if you’re friend knows what’s to happen

next

Everyone notice you change a lot from then

to now you gotten worst than most and to me that’s

just so sad

Hopefully you notice soon that our foundation is weakened

because I you lack something from me and I don’t get anything from 

you.

You say let’s start with you and you completely forget

trust in me 

I go ahead and say please let me be 

to myself and you say “Oh really”

“Like seriously” but seriously I love you 

but I had a better relationship with you

when I was hitting it as a friend.

I wonder…………………..???

AAS

A BLACK MAN WITH A BOOK by ACE

The MOST DANGEROUS, STRANGEST THANG!!!

is a black man with a book

He looks like a crook,

with something he mustn't took 

You ask him where he got it from 

and he says the library,you give him a look

And once that book go missing, he start wildin  the Fuck out

and everybody,I mean everybody get shook

WHY?cause the MOST DANGEROUS, STRANGEST THANG!!!
Is a black man with a book
AAS

FREE ACE: Ambition by Ace

FREE ACE: Ambition by Ace

Ambition by Ace

If I were to tell you it was in my blood
perhaps you'll drain it,after stabbing me in the vein.
If i were to tell you how passionate I am,
You'll mistaken it for desperateness.
Ambition would never change,unless
you choose a different reason to create one.
Ambition is your vein,in your soul,in what ever 
motivation you have or ever had.
 Think Arsenal.
My ambition is self inflicted wounds,that
lives in between my eyes,that speaks to my
thoughts and displays the idea.
My ambition is my motivation,my institution.
Would it change,
I doubt it will ever change,
but my ambition lives in spirit,so when I'm gone
and you read these poems of mind, you realize
my ambition was me.
AAS