I Wonder................ by Ace

I wonder just what your thinking right now

perhaps your thinking I'm a jerk ,a cheat,a child tempered

kid who just is so mixed.

I wonder if you know how I feel when I’m around you 

I don’t feel like I see my women, I completely am so lost

about this transition of the person you were before.

I wonder a lot and feel that it's falling apart and I’m seriously

reaching a crushing moment…………………..

you ain’t got it like before and I ask just for your trust

but you say trust is something I lust, like come on I was your

friend before and you had more trust for me then 

When we hang I see it in your eyes and actions 

your having a problem and your shutting down us.

You wanna leave, but perhaps it’s okay 

I mean you feel that way and if any man can do you

better, my purpose served is no longer 

I wonder if you think about the small things 

that can help BIG!!!!!!!!

I wonder when I cross your mind do you

find a that Pharaoh kind

I don’t even hear you say it anymore 

and if you do you say it without meaning or the feeling of it.

I wonder if you’re friend knows what’s to happen

next

Everyone notice you change a lot from then

to now you gotten worst than most and to me that’s

just so sad

Hopefully you notice soon that our foundation is weakened

because I you lack something from me and I don’t get anything from 

you.

You say let’s start with you and you completely forget

trust in me 

I go ahead and say please let me be 

to myself and you say “Oh really”

“Like seriously” but seriously I love you 

but I had a better relationship with you

when I was hitting it as a friend.

I wonder…………………..???

AAS