I wonder just what your thinking right now
perhaps your thinking I'm a jerk ,a cheat,a child tempered
kid who just is so mixed.
I wonder if you know how I feel when I’m around you
I don’t feel like I see my women, I completely am so lost
about this transition of the person you were before.
I wonder a lot and feel that it's falling apart and I’m seriously
reaching a crushing moment…………………..
you ain’t got it like before and I ask just for your trust
but you say trust is something I lust, like come on I was your
friend before and you had more trust for me then
When we hang I see it in your eyes and actions
your having a problem and your shutting down us.
You wanna leave, but perhaps it’s okay
I mean you feel that way and if any man can do you
better, my purpose served is no longer
I wonder if you think about the small things
that can help BIG!!!!!!!!
I wonder when I cross your mind do you
find a that Pharaoh kind
I don’t even hear you say it anymore
and if you do you say it without meaning or the feeling of it.
I wonder if you’re friend knows what’s to happen
next
Everyone notice you change a lot from then
to now you gotten worst than most and to me that’s
just so sad
Hopefully you notice soon that our foundation is weakened
because I you lack something from me and I don’t get anything from
you.
You say let’s start with you and you completely forget
trust in me
I go ahead and say please let me be
to myself and you say “Oh really”
“Like seriously” but seriously I love you
but I had a better relationship with you
when I was hitting it as a friend.
I wonder…………………..???
AAS
